Just Like A Prayer

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Women outside screamed and I felt dead in my head. I turned in the terrible bed, in the still night still willing sleep. Whichever way I turned I was there. Singing along to the song of thoughtless thought. Thoughts like lichen on sea-battered rock. Desperate, desolate 4am thoughts trying to force into that blank new forever […]

New Age

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I’m in a pub in Worcester. Nearby, four old men. They have sex lives. Two, before the third arrives, moan of him. They talk of friends’ funerals’ like you might mention a disappointing football game. The four dress individual: one in sharp grey suit, ironed trousers with the crease, another in khaki slacks, comfort-wear then […]

Relief

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The day that Trump was elected I was attending my first day at school. I was too shy to ask again and be denied a second time in front of the other children, so I kept my hand down and humiliated all over myself, humiliated onto the chair, which humiliated down onto the floor. It was warm and I almost dreamed […]